Friday, March 11, 2011
MORE RAMBLINGS OF A CRAZY WOMAN
I'm pretty sure I was a complete crazy bitch yesterday freaking out about my post and some of the comments.
Look...I wrote something that made me feel really VULNERABLE and EXPOSED. Which is a good thing. It is. It means I wrote something truthful and hard.
I just didn't want anyone to tell me I was crazy or to relax or to take things slow. But I have promised I would never censor my readership or my comments. And I never have. When you write a comment, whatever it says, it stays up. If you write:
"YOU ARE A STUPID, CRAZY BITCH AND I HATE YOU AND THINK YOUR WRITING STINKS OF DOG POO POO..."
Then I am going to leave it up there. Promise.
You have a right to react to my writing the way you want and to say what you want. Give whatever advice or criticism (constructive or otherwise) and I want to hear it and I should hear it and I will hear it.
So basically, while Mr. U is pretty near perfect, I have never come even close to implying that I am. I am EMOTIONAL and TEMPERAMENTAL and ENERGETIC and FEISTY and SARCASTIC. I am MESSY and I get ANGRY and I'm INTROSPECTIVE and a little bit LOONY. or maybe a lot LOONY.
I am not perfect. I fuck up. I overreact. I can be too sensitive. I can get irate for no reason.
I think what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry. Sorry to Megan, sorry to my readers, sorry to myself. Please keep reading. Please keep commenting. But just keep in mind that I'm a real person on the other side of these stories. With really feelings. Trying to bare my soul here - in order to better it - and my life and to enjoy it more - through interacting with all of you.